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Name: Ira
Country: United States
State: Pennsylvania
Metro: Scranton
Birthday: 1/15/1981
Gender: Male


Interests: Im a graduate student so the natural thing to say is study and read. But i really hate that. I would rather just talk to people all day and wonder what they are thinking. Its not like i dont like to read, its that i like to chose what to read. And since there is no time for extracurricular reading (or anything else for that matter)....
Expertise: Right now im a therapist for autistic children, but its not a career, just a job to get me through grad school. Right now my expertise is to eat, listen to music, watch movies, and enjoy life.
Occupation: Education/training
Industry: Education/Research


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AIM: ZwinglisZion


Member Since: 12/26/2005

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Sunday, September 10, 2006

Currently Listening
Licensed to Ill
By Beastie Boys
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In class this week one of my professors said that "God has made us in His image and we view Him in our image." We went on to discuss how important it is for a person to have a balanced view of who God is. Is He just a loving God or a wrathful God? Is He a God of Omnicience or a God of grace? Ryrie calls the attributes of God perfections. The reason he calls them perfections is because while God displays His wrath, He is still a God of love. When we view God as a grandfather God, one who just nurtures and provides, gives unrelentless love without punishment when we do wrong, then we have a faulty view of God. When we view God as just a God of judgement, then we think God is a big bully. This is also a faluty view of God. God is both. When we talk to people, even unsaved people, we have to find out where they are coming from. How do they view God? Better yet, how do you view God?


Thursday, August 03, 2006

Currently Listening
Age of Reptiles
By Showbread
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Car Dealships suck

OK. I hate car salespeople. They are out to mess you over. I told this guy tonigh ti was looking for a car between 2500 and 4000. He said i have a taurus for 5000. I said I dont know if you heard me right, i have to stick between 2500 and 4000. Well you wouldnt even take the taurus for 4750 (at that point that was the 7th lot i been to tonight so my patience was wearing a little thin).m I said listen donkey (in not so nice of terms) i said i need to stick between 2500 and 4000 dollars. Obviously your deaf and you dont have anything for me here. NO NO NO wait, i have a civic coming in tonight i can give to you for 4000, let me take down your name and number and we can work out a deal (has anybody had this kind of experience?) This guy was so rude and was looking at me like I was a Scum sucking bottomfish. I just wanted to...oh yeah, you can fill in the blanks. Idiot.

 


Wednesday, July 26, 2006

Currently Listening
Cut and Move
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Reception Hall

We went to book our reception hall last night. I didn't know a wedding contained that many decisions. The Inn at the Abingtons is the place. Nice place. The guy that owns it seems reasonable. The most streaneous part of the wedding is the guest list and where everybody is sitting. I hate to not invite people. Keeping tabs on who gets along with whom and whom does not get along with whom and did she have an argument with her in 5th grade and did he hate so and so...on and on it goes. She has her dress, the bridesmaids dresses are ordered, colors are picked, table decorations are settled on, the venue, church is booked, the invintations are somewhat decided on, is there anything else? Dang its a lot of planning. When i prayed for couples in our class when they were planning their wedding, i had no idea what it entailed.  Through it all though that wonderful day will come (153 days) and we will become one. Oh yeah, booked the cruise!


Thursday, July 06, 2006

Currently Reading
The Four Loves
By C.S. Lewis
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Cried

Im crying and crying and crying and cant stop crying. I watched the slide show i made for Megan (for her "going home" celebration). My fiance and i were talking about who would be a good flower girl. I can't stop thnking about if megan were alive, she would be it. I got enraged and started looking for Jacob Herbert name online to see when his court date is. My search came to no avail. I want to be in that courtroom. I want to tell the judge what he has done to my family through his ignorance. I want to tell the jury how he stole a peice of my heart when he decided to drink and drive and kill my little neice. I want justice. I want justice in the worst way. I dont know what sparked all this inside of me. I know the trigger was that she wasnt going to be the flower girl for my wedding, but why so my rage now? Why do i want to see this guy in jail so badly now? Is it because im done with "counseling" mode with my family and now am in justice mode?


Monday, July 03, 2006

Currently Listening
Dusk and Summer
By Dashboard Confessional
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engaged

Hey guess what everybody! I am engaged. Thats right, engaged. That means im going to be married to the bestest girl in the world. Contact me if you want to know how i proposed



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